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September 1, 2005

Pure Hatred

I have told you things need to change

You never listened or came to my aid

The vicious cycle has not changed

My times spent rearranged

###### it all

I can't stand this

Remember then I said

Everyone makes me sick

Well nothing has changed

I hate everyone

The vicious cycle still remains

Constant clusterfuck, bloodstains

Ignorance, you kill for God

Expression not allowed

You ###### it up

With your ###### games

Remember when I said

I was so ashamed

Well nothing has changed

You have to

Pick and choose your fights

You have to

Come out of this alive

I have told you things need to change

You never listened, never came to my aid

The vicious cycle still not changed

My judgement fades away

You'll never change me

Remember we are through

I am staying here

To betray all of you

And nothing will change

September 1, 2005

Down Again

How many times can it change

How long will I be restrained

It's appalling to think that

All my time seems to be wasted

Will it stop or is it only beginning

Here on the inside

My life is not over

I'm down again

Fake Smiles surround me all day

No More can I tolerate

These excuses or all this

Constant Pressure overloading

Make it stop, the fire's always burning

September 1, 2005

Power Trip

Face to face

No time to waste

This is the time for revenge

Your claim to fame

Of crushing dreams

Your control has no hold on me

I hate the way

You have no shame

You act like nothing's happened

It's time to rise

The final fight

This is the last time

I will not fail again

I will not let you win

###### your power trip

I'll throw away

The wasted days

The chance for revenge

My claim to fame

Ended in vain

This was the last time

You are the one who's forsaken us all

Nothing has changed so together

we fall

I am the one who's led us to believe

You can't change me

September 1, 2005

Pictures In The Goldroom

Dark room opens

No light for years

No way to find out

How long has it been

Screams heard from a distance

The shredding sounds of pain

Looking for reasons

Slowly becoming insane

Four eyes staring

Such evil eyes

Picturing them

No longer alive

Accidental

Unintentional

Years ago

There was loss of control

Constant horrific nightmares

Life turned into a deadly maze

The haunting sounds play on

No more bruised feelings

Can it shine through this

Will it ever shine

The pictures in the gold room

No light

Can be this bright

Death is only a way

Desire and temptation

I lost you

False hope and rejection

Revenge and repercussion

Rejection, revenge, false hope

Repercussion fade to extinction

No way to explain

The blame has to be given

A wrongful accusation

Only stirs the rage

A fire that cannot be put out

Can only enjoy the insanity

To become the nightmares

Will end the dreams

Cold winter chills

No escape

Will this ever end

This is the final maze

September 1, 2005

The Impossibility Of Reason

You preach to me as if it matters

Never worrying about yourself

Or the wrong you've done

Think you know the way

Want me to follow you

Selfish lies you're set out to prove

So what if you had your faith

You should realize

Realize that you're already dead

You fall

You fall face down in the sight of yourself

No one to pick you up

Look what our lives have become

I steal from you as if it matters

No remorse to me

Or the shame to come

Thought I knew the way

Never followed you

No more time to lose, does it bother you

So what if I had my faith

You should realize

Realize that I'm already dead

I fall

I fall face down in the sight of myself

No one to pick me up

Look what our lives have become

And that's why hell

Is the impossibility of reason

September 1, 2005

2Nd Album : The Impossibility Of Reason (2003)

Cleansation

What do you expect from me

Will I ever be who you want me to be

Will I ever live up to your standards

Will you always look down on me

Maybe I'm not who you are

Maybe I want to be myself

Live the life I've always dreamed about

This is not your path to choose

Yes I taste it

Yes I breathe it

Yes I hate it

Yes I feel strain from

Our separation

But

This is my life, this is my life

My cleansation

Our separation

This is my life, this is my life

It's not yours anymore

Why did you insist on ruling

Why did you try and control

Why didn't you ever listen to me?

Ignored me, like a dog

Maybe I'm glad we're apart

Maybe I'm glad we don't speak

Anymore

I feel better now

Now that you are gone

September 1, 2005

Lazarus

Eleven Five Ninety Four, Six Thirty morning

Woke up panicked, sweating, with a mouth full of vomit

No idea what could be wrong

Blew it off as this illness is common

Went back to sleep, then the phone rings

Fell to the ground

As the news was haunting...haunting

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifise, no reason why

Eleven Eight Ninety Four Six thirty evening

The first time we're seeing Lazarus unconscious

Dressed in the clothes he loved

Laid out with all of his favourites

The tears of so many friends

Look around, and this view was haunting...haunting

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifise, no reason why

Never had an explanation

Never had a chance to thank him

Never had a chance to watch Lazarus rise

Never had a chance to thank him

Never had an explanation

Never had a chance to say goodbye

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifise, no reason why

Never had a chance to say goodbye

September 1, 2005

Pray For All

Everything was perfect before I found my dream

You were the world to me

When I used to hate myself for trying

Now relying on you for direction seems so trite

Your attitiude was quick to change when you thought

One minute might go by without being sought

Who do you think you are, manipulator

How did it get this far

I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined

Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you

I'll stop at nothing, don't doubt me

You've reined enough

The lies you've been telling, you've been caught

Your enemy is reality

Your fatal flaw, meeting me

I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined

Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you

Pray for all the lives you've ruined

Everyone you have betrayed will watch you burn

Everyone will watch you burn

I will make you pay, pay for all the lives you've ruined

Pray you're able to breathe while I strangle you

September 1, 2005

Bloodlust

Your true definition of me

Your idea that Im real

All of this is an illusion

Even though you can feel

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

No more boundaries to cross

There is nothing uncommon

Indifferent to the pain I've caused

This confession means nothing

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

This demon cannot be hushed

These cowards will all be crushed

No longer will I hide from them

My ways are set in stone

Nobody has ever known me

A life truly spent alone

Your true definition of me

Your idea that Im real

All of this is an illusion

Even though you can feel

My touch and my eyes

They lie and they victimize

My touch and my eyes

Pierce through, make you realise

I never wanted this world to be better

I always wanted this world to suffer

My flesh, my blood, all my animosity

Give me strength and define me

A bloodlust, it's all I trust

September 1, 2005

Everything You Love

Can't sleep with all this frustration, intoxication

I no longer have regret

So what If I cause hysteria, It's not my dilemma

Im only here to inflict pain

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away

Like a tumor, rage grows inside me

Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

A thorn in my spine for ?(8) years

The Man who sheds no tears

I am here to expose you

All of the poison that you take

All people you violate

Your faith can't save you now

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away

Like a tumor, rage grows inside me

Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power

To end everything

Everything you love

You should be paranoid

I guess I no longer share this vision

I guess I have a new agenda

While you sink down into your hole

I am proud watching you lose control

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away

Like a tumor, rage grows inside me

Reminding me every day,

I will never forgive the ones who pushed me away

Like a tumor, rage grows inside me

Reminding me every day, I will retaliate

I am your family with the power

To end everything

Everything you love

September 1, 2005

Left For Dead

Greed has caused you to become a monster

Greed has caused you to become so cold

You said you loved him, then you put him away

"Till death do us part" means nothing to you

Greed has caused you to betray your family

Greed has caused you to become so jaded

We've got some news for you, every dollar you save

Will cushion your pillow in hell

You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb

Betrayal has now left us numb

We're sorry we can't escape from

This choice now we all must succumb

He's been thrown away, left for dead

This is the only father we've had

Thrown away, left for dead

How could you choose money instead

Greed has caused you to become a monster

Greed has caused you to become so cold

We've got some news for you, every dollar you save

Will cushion your pillow in hell

You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb

Betrayal has now left us numb

We're sorry we can't escape from

This choice now we all must succumb

He's been thrown away, left for dead

This is the only father we've had

Thrown away, left for dead

How could you choose money instead

We will never forget that you're the reason

This sadness has overwhelmed us

This grief is too much to bear

How can we look you in the eyes

How could you ruin his life

After all the years of of joy he brought us

There is no 'we' anymore

There is no 'us' anymore

You will have to live your last days in infamy

How could you do this

How could you choose to have him

Thrown away, left for dead

This is the only father we've had

Thrown away, left for dead

How could you choose money instead

September 1, 2005

Comatose

I am the contant Chill

I am the Versatile one

I am the contant Chill

I am the Versatile one

I am the God you loved

I am the addiction

I am the God you loved

I am the addiction

I am Inside

I am Constant Chill

That moves up and down your spine

I am the versatile one

That moves in and out your mind

I am the dark abyss

That hauntes before your prayers

And I am the nemesis

That haunts in your nightmares

You can feel when I am inside

And you know that

I control you

I enslave you

I destroy you and leave you comatose

I am the god you love

That moves in and out your veins

I am the addiction

That buries you in shame

You can feel when I am inside

And you know that

I control you

I enslave you

I destroy you and leave you comatose

I've wrapped these chains so tight

You can't break through

The smell of fear is so enticing

It's so inviting

There is nothing more that I love

Than to tear you apart

I am inside and you know that

I control you

I enslave you

I destroy you and leave you comatose

I've wrapped these chains so tight

You can't break through

I am the contant Chill

I am the Versatile one

I am the God you loved

I am the addiction

I leave you comatose

September 1, 2005

Salvation

Endless nights filled with misery

Sick of familiar patterns

Bruise after cut

Can't wash away my scars

This is the night of....

September 1, 2005

Inside The Horror

A Blank Expression

Pales eyes wide cocked back

The sheer stagnation

Shame to all who thought this an act

The best years of this life

Felt wasted protecting a secret

Insecurities fed on like a rat

Depression

True fears of dependency

Affliction

The scars on such a fragile little body

Look

Take a look inside the horror

Take a look inside

Visualise the horrors inside

Burning Sensation

To live just one day

In pure elation

Blame the ones who took this away

Can't provide shelter from

The dangers festering outside

Can't provide safety from

Monsters trapped within the mind

Depression

True fears of dependency

Affliction

The scars on such a fragile little body

Look

Take a look inside the horror

Take a look inside

Visualise the horrors inside

Shake the hand of God

As the blade moves closer

The reflection is brighter than the sun

The perception becomes weaker

The sun starts to fade away

The blank expression on the blade

Skin Calloused yet easy to pierce

On the floor, blood mixed with...tears

Look

Take a look inside the horror

Take a look inside

Visualise the horrors inside

Shake the hand of God

As the blade moves closer

The reflection is brighter than the sun

The perception becomes weaker

September 1, 2005

Save Ourselves

What a Shame, breaking Down

What is getting the best of you

Take a Breathm it's not complex

Im going to put your mind at ease

Innocent People are not meant to suffer

We're making negative energy power

This will be Our Truth

Can you feel us, we're stronger

We Pray on the Weak and conquer

No Longer care for those,

Who try to condemn and Oppose

We'll save Ourselves

You're afraid that Im right,

I know it eats you up inside

Well listen to me and you will see

You have to let those fears fly free

The only danger in the world is to be

Weak minded with insecurities

This won't be our truth

Can you feel us, we're stronger

We Pray on the Weak and conquer

No Longer care for those,

Who try to condemn and Oppose

We'll save Ourselves

Why do you fear everyone of us

Why do you hate everyone of us, you crush us

Why do we feel we are wasting our time

Go away, end this now

You need to get down off this cloud

Start focusing and Listening

And feel it's the time to change things

When Im alone, I don't feel hopeless at all

The day must come where we can stand tall

And this will be our truth

Can you feel us, we're stronger

We Pray on the Weak and conquer

No Longer care for those,

Who try to condemn and Oppose

We'll save Ourselves

September 1, 2005

1St Album : Chimaira (2005)

Nothing Remains

I shout these words to those who never listened

I pen this letter with the utmost conviction

It's been dark in here, cold and relentless

It's been too long, I can no longer fight this

Too late to change my mind

Nothing remains

I've silenced the pain

All these years passed

No one heard true feelings

You continued to act like you knew me

Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able

To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable?

Too late to change my mind

Nothing remains

I've silenced the pain

Don't tell me, that I am taking the easy way out

No

No underlying message to figure out

What you got from me is what I put out

No one knew a thing about me

Just longing to be accepted

Wait till you see what I've become

My lifelessness

Too late to change my mind

Nothing remains

I've silenced the pain

August 31, 2005

Night Of Retribution

The pyres burn in the distance for Satan

Barking dogs in the woods are far away

With my shield and sword worn with valour

I smell the terror of the holy in the wintry night

I stand at the fires, still my breath steams in the cold

In the light of the fullmoon I mount my horse

It's the night of retribution and christian holocaust

From the pyres their screams call our old horn's return...

August 31, 2005

Der Schwarze Order

In the forest of broken crosses

The aryan wind has blown

The blazing torch of death's majesty

Reflected on the skull

Torching winds of war

The semite creation in ashes

The remains blown away to the past

Of the new Hyperborean order

Das Schwarze Orden

Das Zeichen der Sonne am Horizon!

And the star that lights the night

Is the eye of the one with horns

Horizon engulfed in red clouds

A thundering roar as the star of david is crushed

The slow death of degeneration

A new order of wisdom is at hand

August 31, 2005

Wolves Of Blood And Iron

Sieg Heil! The sign of our cross rises

The age of fire and retribution is upon us

Shadow resistance, the order of hate

Against the cross that has oppressed us for so long

Torching the jewish creation

Laughing on their despair when they cry

Blood shall be our guide - On the battlefield

Where the churches burn bright in the night

We are the black wolves of blood and iron

Our hunger grows with the stench of holy blood

To feel is no remorse is our natural born pride

Might is right, and to devour those who are weak

Immortal hate, a hammer that smashes the skull

The skull of the flase prophet of christian belief

Shadow resistance, the order of hate

Against the cross that has oppressed us for so long

August 31, 2005

Strength And Honour

Reign of tyranny, of magick and strength

Enthroned Aryan spirit the resurrection of our reich

Valour of pagan Europe

War and warrior's blood

We know that our destiny lies in the forgotten stars...

Nordic Blood.

The howling wolves in the night

The forests caress the spirit long forgotten

The time of retribution is at hand, with iron and hate

You are the iron youth that will set our minds free.

August 31, 2005

The Burning Eyes Of The Werewolf

Funeral darkness, clouds shadow the pale surface of the moon

Amid peals of possessed chants out from the darkness and the fog

The demon with black fur and claws as dirks is unbound

Skulks the woods in monstrous craving for blood

The burning eyes of the werewolf

The runes written in the stone

Forbidden wisdom hidden within

The signs of spells long forgotten

When the moon shines the cursed black soul is awoken

###### howls approach with terror in the dusk

Slowly in the silent woods the predator lurks

Old tales that forsee the beast have revived

August 31, 2005

A New Black Order

Black Metal is War

The glare of churches burning in the night

The glow of nails and steel in the darkness

Nordic blood that boils with hatred is the knife

That slits the throat of the christian god...

Eliterian tyranny, strife for a revolution

Is the path towards the new black order

To fight for the kult is not the way of the weak

We reign with the iron fist of tyranny and the will to power...

August 31, 2005

Raging Winter

Frozen woods holding within the wisdom

Forbidden spirit of war and our blood

Ancient battles that were fought then

Are now revived to glorify our reign

Agonizing freezing winds

Whip your christian flesh

Our heathen steel will break your bones

And leave you lying dead in the snow

Warlike songs to celebrate the horns

Are sung around our campfire before the dawn

Grant us the strength to fight

To spill the holy blood on the pagan soil

Raise the hammer, ancient gods of war

The lightnings shall strike once more

Break the cross and abolish the lies

Striking them down with steel and your raging winter

August 31, 2005

This Town

We are now the chosen toys of caddy girls and pretty boys,

make up that face to win the race, life's a ###### in this town,

suck my ###### in this town.

This town is our town, it is so glamourous,