EVANESCENCE

[Alyaa]

 

ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR

 

 

 

 

All that I'm living for

all that I'm dying for

all that I can't ignore alone at night

 

I can feel the night beginning

separate me from the living

understanding me

after all I've seen

piecing every thought together

find the words to make me better

if I only knew how to pull myself apart

 

All that I'm living for

all that I'm dying for

all that I can't ignore alone at night

all that I'm wanted for

although I wanted more

lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me

 

I believe that dreams are sacred

take my darkest fears and play them

like a lullaby

like a reason why

like a play of my obsessions

make me understand the lesson

so I'll find myself

so I wont be lost again

 

All that I'm living for

all that I'm dying for

all that I can't ignore alone at night

all that I'm wanted for

although I wanted more

lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me

 

Guess I thought I'd have to change the world

to make you see me

to be the one

I could have run forever

but how for would I have come

without mourning your love?

 

All that I'm living for

all that I'm dying for

all that I can't ignore alone at night

all that I'm wanted for

although I wanted more

lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me

 

should it hurt to love you?

should I feel like I do?

should I lock the last open door-

my ghosts are gaining on me

[Alyaa]

 

CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE

 

 

 

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me, you would be here with me.

You want me, come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

 

Should've let you fall,

Lose it all,

So maybe you can remember yourself.

 

Can't keep believing,

We're only deceiving ourselves,

And I'm sick of the lies,

And you're too late.

 

Don't cry to me.

If you loved me, you would be here with me.

You want me, come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

Couldn't take the blame,

Sick with shame.

Must be exhausting to lose your own game.

Selfishly hated,

No wonder you're jaded,

You can't play the victim this time.

And you're too late.

 

So, don't cry to me.

If you loved me, you would be here with me.

You love me, come find me.

Make up your mind.

 

You never call me when you're sober,

You only want it 'cause it's over - it's over.

 

How could I have burned paradise.

How could I, you were never mine?

 

So, don't cry to me.

If you loved me, you would be here with me.

Don't lie to me, just get your things.

I've made up your mind.

[Alyaa]

 

 

CLOUD NINE

 

 

If you want to live, let live

if you want to go, let go

I'm not afraid to dream- to sleep, sleep forever

I don't need to touch the sky

I just want to feel that high

and you refuse to lift me

 

guess it wasn't real after all

guess it wasn't real all along

 

If I fall and all is lost

its where I belong

 

If you want to live, let live

if you want to go, let go

I'm never gonna be your sweet, sweet surrender

 

guess it wasn't real after all

guess it wasn't real all along

 

If I fall and all is lost

no light to lead the way

remember that all alone is where I belong

 

In a dream

will you give your love to me

beg my broken heart to beat

save my life

change my mind

 

If I fall and all is lost

no light to lead the way

remember that all alone is where I belong

[Alyaa]

GOOD ENOUGH

 

 

Under your spell again

I can't say no to you

crave my heart and its bleeding in your hand

I can't say no to you

 

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly

now I can't let go of this dream

I can't breathe but I feel

 

Good enough

I feel good enough for you

 

Drink up sweet decadence

I can't say no to you

and I've completely lost myself and I don't mind

I can't say no to you

 

Shouldn't have let you conquer me completely

now I can't let go of this dream

can't believe that I feel

 

Good enough

I feel good enough

its been such a long time coming, but I feel good

 

and I'm still waiting for the rain to fall

pour real life down on me

cause I can't hold on to anything this good

enough

am I good enough

for you to love me too?

 

so take care what you ask of me

cause I can't say no

[Alyaa]

LACRYMOSA

 

 

Out on your own

cold and alone again

can this be what you really wanted, baby?

 

Blame it on me

set your guilt free

nothing can hold you back now

 

Now that you're gone

I feel like myself again

grieving the things I can't repair and willing ...

 

to let you blame it on me

and set your guilt free

I don't want to hold you back now love

 

I can't change who I am

not this time, I wont lie to keep you near me

and in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up

my love wasn't enough

 

and you can blame it on me

just set your guilt free, honey

I don't want to hold you back now love

[Alyaa]

LIKE YOU

 

 

 

Stay low

soft, dark, and dreamless

far beneath my nightmares and loneliness

I hate me

for breathing without you

I don't want to feel anymore for you

 

grieving for you

I'm not grieving for you

nothing real love can't undo

and though I may have lost my way

all paths lead straight to you

 

I long to be like you

lie cold in the ground like you

 

Halo

blinding wall between us

melt away and leave us alone again

humming, haunted somewhere out there

I believe our love can see us through in death

 

I long to be like you

lie cold in the ground like you

there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you

I'm coming for you

 

You're not alone

no matter what they told you you're not alone

I'll be right beside you forevermore

 

I long to be like you, sis

lie cold in the ground like you did

there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you

and as we lay in silent bliss

I know you remember me

I long to be like you

lie cold in the ground like you

there's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you

I'm coming for you

[Alyaa]

LITHIUM

 

 

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside

lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without

lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

oh but God I want to let it go

 

come to bed, don't make me sleep alone

couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show

never wanted it to be so cold

just didn't drink enough to say you love me

 

I can't hold on to me

wonder what's wrong with me

 

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside

lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without

lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

 

Don't want to let it lay me down this time

drown my will to fly

here in the darkness I know myself

can't break free until I let it go

let me go

 

Darling, I forgive you after all

anything is better than to be alone

and in the end I guess I had to fall

always find my place among the ashes

 

I can't hold on to me

wonder what's wrong with me

 

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside

lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without

lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

oh but God I want to let it go

[Alyaa]

LOSE CONTROL

 

 

You don't remember my name

I don't really care

can we play the game your way?

can I really lose control?

 

just once in my life

I think it'd be nice

just to lose control- just once

with all the pretty flowers in the dust

 

Mary had a lamb

his eyes black as coals

if we play very quiet, my lamb

Mary never has to know

 

just once in my life

I think it'd be nice

just to lose control- just once

 

if I cut you down to a thing I can use

I fear there will be nothing good left of you

[Alyaa]

SNOW WHITE QUEEN

 

 

stoplight lock the door

don't look back

undress in the dark

and hide from you

all of you

 

You'll never know the way your words have haunted me

I can't believe you'd ask these things of me

you don't know me

 

You belong to me

my snow white queen

there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over

soon I know you'll see

you're just like me

don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

 

Wake up in a dream

frozen fear

all your hands on me

I can't scream

 

I can't escape the twisted way you think of me

I feel you in my dreams and I don't sleep

 

You belong to me

my snow white queen

there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over

soon I know you'll see

you're just like me

don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

 

I can't save your life

though nothing I bleed for is more tormenting

I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides

 

You belong to me

my snow white queen

there's nowhere to run, so lets just get it over

soon I know you'll see

you're just like me

don't scream anymore my love, cause all I want is you

[Alyaa]

SWEET SACRIFICE

 

 

It's true, we're all a little insane

but its so clear

now that I'm unchained

 

fear is only in our minds

taking over all the time

fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

 

you poor sweet innocent thing

dry your eyes and testify

you know you live to break me- don't deny

sweet sacrifice

 

One day I'm gonna forget your name

and one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain

 

fear is only in our minds

taking over all the time

fear is only in our minds but its taking over all the time

 

you poor sweet innocent thing

dry your eyes and testify

and oh you love to hate me don't you, honey?

I'm your sacrifice.

 

[i dream in darkness

I sleep to die e

rase the silence

erase my life

our burning ashes

blacken the day

a world of nothingness

blow me away]

 

do you wonder why you hate?

are you still too weak to survive your mistakes?

 

you poor sweet innocent thing

dry your eyes and testify

you know you live to break me- don't deny

sweet sacrifice

[Alyaa]

THE LAST SONG I'M WASTING ON YOU

 

 

 

Sparkling grey

Through my own veins

Any more than a whisper

Any sudden movement of my heart

And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away

 

Just get through this day

 

Give up your way, you could be anything,

Give up my way,

and lose myself,

not today

That's too much guilt to pay

 

Sickened in the sun

You dare tell me you love me

But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die

Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way

 

You're just so pretty in your pain

 

Give up my way, and I could be anything

I'll make my own way

Without your senseless hate....hate...hate.....hate

 

So run, run, run

And hate me, if it feels good

I can't hear your screams anymore

 

You lied to me

But I'm older now

And I'm not buying baby

 

Demanding my response

Don't bother breaking the door down

I found my way out

 

And you'll never hurt me again

[Alyaa]

THE ONLY ONE

 

 

When they all come crashing down- midflight

you know you're not the only one

when they're so alone they find a back door out of life

you know you're not the only one

 

We're all grieving

lost and bleeding

 

All our lives

we've been waiting

for someone to call our leader

all your lies

I'm not believing

heaven shine a light down on me

 

So afraid to open your eyes- hypnotized

you know you're not the only one

never understood this life

and you're right I don't deserve but you know I'm not the only one

 

We're all grieving

lost and bleeding

 

All our lives

we've been waiting

for someone to call our leader

all your lies

I'm not believing

heaven shine a light down on me

 

Don't look down

don't look into the eyes of the world beneath you

don't look down, you'll fall down,

you'll become their sacrifice

right or wrong

can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you

if I can't feel, I'm not mine,

I'm not real

 

All our lives

we've been waiting

for someone to call our leader

all your lies

I'm not believing

heaven shine a light down on me

[Alyaa]

WEIGHT OF THE WORLD

 

 

Feels like the weight of the world

like God in heaven gave me a turn

don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you

still in the dark, can you fix me?

 

freefall, freefall, all through life

 

If you love me, then let go of me

I wont be held down by who I used to be

she's nothing to me

 

Feels like the weight of the world

like all my screaming has gone unheard

and ohm I know you don't believe in me

safe in the dark, how can you see?

 

freefall, freefall, all through life

 

If you love me, then let go of me

I wont be held down by who I used to be

[Alyaa]

YOUR STAR

 

 

 

I can't see your star

I can't see your star

though I patiently waited, bedside, for the death of today

I can't see your star

the mechanical lights of Lisbon frightened it away

 

and I'm alone now

me and all I stood for

we're wandering now

all in parts in pieces, swim lonely

find your own way out

 

I can't see your star

I can't see your star

how can the darkness feel so wrong?

 

and I'm alone now

me and all I stood for

we're wandering now

all in parts in pieces, swim lonely

find your own way out

 

So far away

its growing colder without your love

why can't you feel me calling your name?

can't break the silence

its breaking me

 

all my fears turn to rage

 

and I'm alone now me

and all I stood for

we're wandering now

all in parts and pieces, swim lonely

find your own way out

[2mer ela7lam]

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