Mushroom Head

[! M@ro@mD !]

Solitaire Unraveling

 

Locked Away In A Cage

My Rage Has Got The Best Of Me

Time Finds A Way Each Day

Of Leaving Less Of Me Behind

I Find This Fight Must Be Won

Inside The Mind

So Uptight And Confined

Often Blinded By The Light

Taking It's Toll

On My System

Like Some Played Out Existence

Time Ticks Away

These Last Few Moments

Is There Anything

We've Left Unsaid?

I'm On A Quest

For Atonement

I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind

And A Place To Rest

Biding My Time

Until I'm Strong Enough

To Fight Back

Hope,

I Hope Against Hope

For Some Resistance

Been Taking It Out On My System

Rest-There's A Calm Before The Storm

And The Western Front Is Quiet

I've Got Rembrandt As My Right Hand

And Solo As My Pilot

Condemned Man

Condemned

Convicted Man

Convicted

Could Not Save My Life

Cutting Strand By Strand

Passing It Off

Like Some Kind Of King

You Don't Know Peace

'til You've Had Suffering

I've Suffered

All Of Your So Called Resolve

But You Haven't Tasted Pain

Have You Ever Been Inside

Of The New Masterpiece?

Rest

Have You Ever Been Inside?

Rembrandt As My Right Hand

And Solo As My Pilot

Have You Ever Been Inside

Of The New Masterpiece

Condemned Man

Condemned

Convicted Man

Convicted

Could Not Save My Life

Cutting Strand By Strand

Strand By

Strand By

Strand By Strand

Condemned

[! M@ro@mD !]

These Filthy Hands

 

Haphazardly, Tumbling Hard

Fall Right Down,

Laugh Out Loud

All In The Scheme Of Things,

We're All Looking Up Growing Tall

It's Like Pulling One Hair

You Are What You Are To Me

With Wet Fingers

In My Eyes You're A Star

Petroleum Jelly

You're Something I'll Never Be

And Watch The Rain Dance

You're Something, I'm Frightened Of

I've Got To Get Clean

The Rain Will Cleanse Me

And I've Got To Wash These Filthy Hands

Because It's All Just A Futile Plan

That'd Mean I'd Have To

Believe Again

It's Like A Career To Breathe

An Existence I Can't Conceive

Emotionless As In Slug

In My Imagined Oblivion

It's As Much Fun

As Poking At A Nerve

You Would Swear,

That I Could,

Walk And Talk

No One Wants To Fail

But No One Wants To Work

But I Doubt You Will Ever

Vocabulary Test Is Graded On A Curve

Ever Prove Enough

Smartest Kid Is Stupid

Word Is Never Heard

I Doubt You'll Ever Prove It!

I've Got To Get Clean

The Rain Will Cleanse Me

And I've Got to Wash These Filthy Hands

All These Thoughts And Feelings

Are For Naught Unappealing

So You Expect Them

To Dull And Fade

Still They Remain

Caught Waiting For The Rain

Time Devours Life

With My Soul As The Defendant

Don't Catch Me If I Fall

I May Have Jumped

You Never Know

You Don't Know Me At All

[! M@ro@mD !]

Never Let It Go

 

No I'll Never Ever Let It Go

Caressing The Downfall

Out Stretched Arms

On Your Knees Crawl

Filthy And Feeling Low

Dancing In The Undertow

The Cut That Always Bleeds

But Never Shows

Everyone Crawls To Someone

Some Run

To The Puppeteer

And Volunteer

To Become One

But Who Pulls The Strings

That You Are Attached To

Who Pours The Gas

That You Are The Match To?

Strive For Perfection

And Strike With Precision

Soon It Blows Up In Your Face

And The Smoke Blurs Your Vision

But Now You're Fading Fast

Maybe Your Time Has Passed

Bound And Gagged

As Your Dragged To The Typecast

Jumping Back

And Forth And Forth And Back

Once More Oblivious

To What It Is I'm Looking For

Goodbye But I Cannot Forget It

No I'll Never Ever Let It Go

[! M@ro@mD !]

Xeroxed

 

Fall From Grace

False Messiah

Laid To Waste

Amidst Desire

Never Found

The Fuel That Feeds

The Fire Of Your Passion

Carbon Copy

Xeroxed Soul

Redundant Thought Assassin

Regurgitate

All You Hear

And Claim It As Your Own

Step On Those

From Which You Stole

On Your Path To The Throne

Sink Your Teeth In Decadence

Manipulate The Crown

Drink The Wine

And Toast Us All

For We Will Take You Down

[! M@ro@mD !]

The Wrist

 

Acting Tragically,

In An Inept Manner

Trying To Act Like

Something Really Mattered

When I Open My Eyes

It's All Gone

Overthrown By Your Children

God Willing Shut You Down

It's Like The Closer I Get

I Start To Regret

What I've Done

A Sick Piece Of ,

With The Balls To Admit,

When He's Wrong

React Defiantly

I Am Someone, Someone

Might Even Fool Myself

Before I'm Done

When I Open My Eyes

It's All Gone

Overthrown By Your Children

God Willing Shut You Down

Making Believe

There's Someplace I Belong

Greedo Died By The Hand Of Solo

Amass A Fortress Of Steel

Unsure If I Can Instill My Will

Is Caving In Black

'til There's No Bringing It Back Again

Led Astray By Their Mock Sincerity

False Charity

Condemned

Chewing Insult

Inheriting Unwarranted Birthright

Crown A Scapegoat

New King Of

Ignorance Is Followed

By Ignorance

Repetition Diminishing Senses

Defenseless

Crippled Libido

Greedo Died By The Hand Of Solo

When I Open My Eyes

It's All Gone

Making Believe

There's Someplace I Belong

When I Open My Eyes

It's All Gone

Might Even Fool Myself

Before I'm Done

[! M@ro@mD !]

Chancre Sore

 

Self Absorbed

Chancre Sore

Love You Like A Matador

Life Is Just A Metaphor

Nothing's Fair

Love Is War

Nothing More

Love You Like A Matador

Nothing More

[! M@ro@mD !]

The New Cult King

 

In That Dream I Recall

Pieces Of Prisons

I'm Escaping

In The Next Big Religion

I Do The Cross Thing

The Cross Thing

Which Ever Way The Wind Blows

Your Mind In Time I'm Nine

Our Lives Unwind

We Find The Wine Red Or White

Like The Days Fade Away

A Cloud Of Smoke Blurred Eyes

You're Always Brighter In The Daytime

You Fight It After Midnight

It Just Seems To Me

It's Such A Joke Every

New Walk Thru Life

Just Inherits Christ

You Should Have To Prove Something First

Something First

Prove Something

You're A Godfiend

In That Dream I Recall

Pieces Of Prisons

I'm Escaping

>From A Black Hole I Crawl, I Crawl

Beneath My Halo Emanating T

The Only Proof You Need

Is That You Know

And Today's Way's Divine

Right Brainwashed Overnight

You Shouldn't Have To Lose

Something First

Something First

Lose Something

You're A Godfiend

The New Cult King

Yeah Doing The Cross Thing

The Cross Thing

Can't You See

Why I'm Still...can't You See

Why I'm Still Wondering

If There Is A Dog

Can't You See Wondering

Can't You See Why

I'm Still Wondering

Search For Signs

To Light The Path

Show Me The Way

Savior Send

A Glimpse To Glance

And Renew My Faith

Emerald Meets The Oceans

Blue In A Shade Of Grey

The General Knows

Not What To Do

As Tears Run Down Her Face

Nails Through Hands And Feet

On This Cedar Grave

Atone For Sin

Can This Be

Can My Soul Be Saved

All Alone

I Think Too Much

Need To Believe

In Something Real

Don't Need This Crutch

Because It Just Deceives

Can't You See...why I'm Still

Search For Love

Or War To Restore Disorder

Challenge Me

Once More To Hold

My Head Above Water

Drowning Quick

Flooding In Soaked

Through My Lungs

Judgment Day

The Verdicts In It

Seems The Jury Is Hung

[! M@ro@mD !]

Born Of Desire

 

Wait

I Feel So Helpless In This Haze

Better Days Are Laid To Rest.

Life's A Test

World Of Stress.

Who Is Blessed?

Can I Get A Little Heart?

You Know The Deal

Our Weakness Is We Feel Torn Apart.

Still We've Got To Keep It Real.

Born Of Desire

Conspired Denial

Be Your Own Messiah Savior, Everything.

I Am The Liar

Jester To The Sire

I Burn With Your Fire

Walk With Me.

Pleasing Dreams Are Few And Far

Between The Good And Badly Needed

Breaks In Life

Just So You Don't Hate Yourself

If You Believe

In Some Kind Of Masterwork

This Was All Meant For Something

I Am Truly Sorry

Although I'm Really Laughing Inside

Because I Know

This All Comes Out To Nothing

Go On Believe

Life's Some Kind Of Masterwork

This Was All Meant For Something

I'm Sorry, Laughing Inside

For Nothing

Sorry, Laughing Inside,

For Nothing.

[! M@ro@mD !]

43

 

Mind hemorrhage

' folding chairs in the hallway

crucified,

paralyzed,

you laugh, I cry

calculating my miscalculations

what is the sign

for I'm choking to death?

There's something caught in my throat

could it be something I've said?

Sighted blind,

Braille is fine,

two black eyes,

are you a badass or just a ' ?

There's too much, not enough

God and dog

well I've seen a dog

I'll take my chances

and sleep like a log,

hard in the ground,

dig?

God,

dog,

God,

dog agnostic,

insomniac,

dyslexic I'm wide awake

and I'm wondering if there is a dog

[! M@ro@mD !]

Too Much Nothing

 

Too much nothing

I'm always excusing myself

But now it's getting hard to tell the reason why I even care

Increasingly I'm unaware

Instead of bettering myself I'm crawling deeper in my shell too much

The whole point that I am alive seems to escape me at this time

Time I think too much

Nothing too much

I've never known how to behave

I think too much

I've never strayed far from the grave

nothing too much

I need to get up off the ground

Nothing too much

To force myself to make a sound

[! M@ro@mD !]

3rd album : M3 (1999)

 

Before I Die

 

Set Me Free

Let Me Be

Who And What I Am

Why Can't You See?

You Never Seem To Understand

This Pain I Feel Is As Real

As Your Ignorance

Question Fate

As I Await Deliverance

Like A Fantastic Fork

In Bloody Meat

Don't Give Me Love

I Wanna Drowned In Your Deep Divide

Tumbleweed Sew The Seed

In This Ghost Town

You Never Know

What You'll See

When The Sun Goes Down

I Saw Her Last

In A Dream

She Seems To Astound

Heard Of Her First Third Verse

(216) Hands Bound

Taken From Me

In My Mind Empty

Without It Inside

Starving I Am

The Deprived

Just Want It Once...desires

Strong Resistance Is Weak

It's Hard To Win

When You've Got So Many Mouths To Feed

I Could Die

For All Of My Sins

No Not For That

For All That I Have Never Had

This Life's A Fight

For Fulfillment Inside

A War Of My Own Hindsight

Look Back With Resentment

Taken As I Find Myself

All Alone

Taken From Me

[! M@ro@mD !]

Solitaire Unraveling

 

Locked Away In A Cage

My Rage Has Got The Best Of Me

Time Finds A Way Each Day

Of Leaving Less Of Me Behind

I Find This Fight Must Be Won

Inside The Mind

So Uptight And Confined

Often Blinded By The Light

Taking It's Toll

On My System

Like Some Played Out Existence

Time Ticks Away

These Last Few Moments

Is There Anything

We've Left Unsaid?

I'm On A Quest

For Atonement

I've Got To Find Piece Of Mind

And A Place To Rest

Biding My Time

Until I'm Strong Enough

To Fight Back

Hope,

I Hope Against Hope

For Some Resistance

Been Taking It Out On My System

Rest-There's A Calm Before The Storm

And The Western Front Is Quiet

I've Got Rembrandt As My Right Hand

And Solo As My Pilot

Condemned Man

Condemned

Convicted Man

Convicted

Could Not Save My Life

Cutting Strand By Strand

Passing It Off

Like Some Kind Of King

You Don't Know Peace

'til You've Had Suffering

I've Suffered

All Of Your So Called Resolve

But You Haven't Tasted Pain

Have You Ever Been Inside

Of The New Masterpiece?

Rest

Have You Ever Been Inside?

Rembrandt As My Right Hand

And Solo As My Pilot

Have You Ever Been Inside

Of The New Masterpiece

Condemned Man

Condemned

Convicted Man

Convicted

Could Not Save My Life

Cutting Strand By Strand

Strand By

Strand By

Strand By Strand

Condemned

[! M@ro@mD !]

The New Cult King

 

In That Dream I Recall

Pieces Of Prisons

I'm Escaping

In The Next Big Religion

I Do The Cross Thing

The Cross Thing

Which Ever Way The Wind Blows

Your Mind In Time I'm Nine

Our Lives Unwind

We Find The Wine Red Or White

Like The Days Fade Away

A Cloud Of Smoke Blurred Eyes

You're Always Brighter In The Daytime

You Fight It After Midnight

It Just Seems To Me

It's Such A Joke Every

New Walk Thru Life

Just Inherits Christ

You Should Have To Prove Something First

Something First

Prove Something

You're A Godfiend

In That Dream I Recall

Pieces Of Prisons

I'm Escaping

>From A Black Hole I Crawl, I Crawl

Beneath My Halo Emanating T

The Only Proof You Need

Is That You Know

And Today's Way's Divine

Right Brainwashed Overnight

You Shouldn't Have To Lose

Something First

Something First

Lose Something

You're A Godfiend

The New Cult King

Yeah Doing The Cross Thing

The Cross Thing

Can't You See

Why I'm Still...can't You See

Why I'm Still Wondering

If There Is A Dog

Can't You See Wondering

Can't You See Why

I'm Still Wondering

Search For Signs

To Light The Path

Show Me The Way

Savior Send

A Glimpse To Glance

And Renew My Faith

Emerald Meets The Oceans

Blue In A Shade Of Grey

The General Knows

Not What To Do

As Tears Run Down Her Face

Nails Through Hands And Feet

On This Cedar Grave

Atone For Sin

Can This Be

Can My Soul Be Saved

All Alone

I Think Too Much

Need To Believe

In Something Real

Don't Need This Crutch

Because It Just Deceives

Can't You See...why I'm Still

Search For Love

Or War To Restore Disorder

Challenge Me

Once More To Hold

My Head Above Water

Drowning Quick

Flooding In Soaked

Through My Lungs

Judgment Day

The Verdicts In It

Seems The Jury Is Hung

[! M@ro@mD !]

Inevitable

 

There's always a downside impossible together not ever happy apart

i cut myself to the bone, again cut it too close to the heart quicksand

might look like it's safe there's always a downside i fool myself again,

again i fool myself the fairytale is like life you're in the ground by the end

you're crucified by your friends hanging high all these aches

and pains attempting to abstain away from all their games success

is self contained proving I'm to blame it's time i bear this shame

i feel whole this way so throw it all away as i lie awake

with every breath you take every promise you break as i call your name

i fool myself again again i fool myself it's coming to a close

that's just the way it goes like when the red wine flows

i know I'm not alone we're drowning drunk and stoned embracing

the unknown no time left to atone a chain is only as strong athis

has gone on too long where'd it all go wrong you've got your life in your hands

you'll come back just like pretend surprise hold on to what you can remember,

remember make sense of what you can decipher,

decipher concentrate on accomplishing miracles

and just be happy with what you get everything has a downside to it

that's just the way it goes like when the red wine flows i know

I'm not alone we're drowning drunk and stoned there is a god

I've never known the fairytale is like life this is the way the story goes

it's coming to a close you're crucified by your friends

this is the way the story goes it's coming to a close

[! M@ro@mD !]

Xeroxed

 

Fall From Grace

False Messiah

Laid To Waste

Amidst Desire

Never Found

The Fuel That Feeds

The Fire Of Your Passion

Carbon Copy

Xeroxed Soul

Redundant Thought Assassin

Regurgitate

All You Hear

And Claim It As Your Own

Step On Those

From Which You Stole

On Your Path To The Throne

Sink Your Teeth In Decadence

Manipulate The Crown

Drink The Wine

And Toast Us All

For We Will Take You Down