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Easier Than Love Ah La La La La La La, Ah La La La La La La Sex is currency She sells cars, She sells magazines Addictive bittersweet, crack your hands, with the hopeless nicotines Everyone's a lost romantic, Since our love became a kissing show Everyone's a cassanova, Come and pass me the mistletoe Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone She, is easier to love It's easier to lie It's easier to fake and smile and brag It's easier leave It's easier to lie It's harder to face ourselves at night Feeling alone, What have we done? What is the monster we've become? Were is my soul? Ah, la, la, la, la, La la la la la la la Sex is industry, The CEO, of corporate policy Skin-deep ministry, Suburban youth, hailing so-called liberty Every advertising antic, I've been a ways with a neon glow War and love become pedantic, We wage love with a mistletoe Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone She, is easier to love It's easier to lie It's easier to fake and smile and brag It's easier leave It's easier to lie It's harder to face ourselves at night Feeling alone, What have we done? What is the monster we've become? Were is my soul? Ah, la, la, la, la, (Yeah!) La la la la la la la, La, la, la, la, oh, (Yeah!) La, la, la, la, no! It's easier to love, It's easier to love It's easier to love, It's easier to love She, is easier to love, It's easier to, love Everyone's been scared to death of, Everyone's been scared to death of, Everyone's been scared to death of dying here alone, alone (Sing) It's easier to love, It's easier to love, It's easier to fake and smile and brag It's easier to leave, It's easier to lie, It's harder to face ourselves at night Feeling alone, What have we done? What is the monster we've become? Where is my soul? (Where is my?) Where is my soul? Ah, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, La, la, la, la, la, la, La, la, la, la, no! La, la, la, la, oh

The Shadow Proves The Sunshine Sunshine, won't you be my mother Sunshine, come and help me sing My heart is darker than these oceans My heart is frozen underneath We are crooked souls trying to stay up straight, Dry eyes in the pouring rain well The shadow proves the sunshine The shadow proves the sunshine To scared that I'll run always Hold fast to the break of day light were The shadow proves the sunshine Oh Lord, why did you forsake me? Oh Lord, don't be far away away Storm clouds gathering beside me Please Lord, don't look the other way Crooked souls trying to stay up straight Dry eyes in the pouring rain well The shadow proves the sunshine The shadow proves the sunshine To scared that I'll run always Hold fast to the break of day light were The shadow proves the sunshine The shadow proves the sunshine Yeah Yeah, shine on me Yeah Yeah, shine on me Yeah Yeah, shine on me Yeah Yeah, shine on me Crooked souls trying to stay up straight Dry eyes in the pouring rain well The shadow proves the sunshine The shadow proves the sunshine To scared that I'll run always Hold fast to the break of day light were The shadow proves the sunshine The shadow proves the sunshine Yeah Yeah, shine on me Yeah Yeah, shine on me Yeah Yeah, shine on me Shine on me, Shadow proves the sunshine

Happy Is A Yuppie Word Ah! Everyone dies Everyone loves a fight Nothing is sound Nothing is right side right Evening comes, when the sun goes down in red Nothing is cool When will all the fighting end When will all the fighting end Happy is a yuppie word Nothing in the world could fail me now It's empty as an argument I'm running down a life that won't cash out (cash out) Everything fails Everything runs it's course A time and a place, for all of this loving war Everyone buys, everyone's gotta price, and nothing is new When will all the failures rise When will all the failures rise, rise! Happy is a yuppie word Nothing in the world could fail me now It's empty as an argument I'm running down a life that won't cash out Happy is a yuppie word Blessed is the man who's lost it all Happy is a yuppie word (word) Looking for an orphanage I'm looking for a bridge I can't burn down I don't believe the emptiness I'm looking for the kingdom coming down Everything is meaningless I want more than simple cash can buy Happy is a yuppie word Happy is a yuppie word Happy is a yuppie word Happy is a yuppie, Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Nothing is sound Happy is a yuppie word Nothing in the world could fail me now Happy is a yuppie word (word) So calm down, yeah! So calm down, yeah! So calm down, yeah!

Stars Maybe I’ve been the problem Maybe I’m the one to blame But even when I turn it off and blame myself The outcome feels the same I’ve been thinking maybe I’ve been partly cloudy Maybe I’m the chance of rain And maybe I’m overcast And maybe all my luck’s washed down the drain I’ve been thinking about everyone, everyone You look so lonely But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars When I look at the stars, I see someone else When I look at the stars, the stars I feel like myself Stars looking at a planet, watching entropy and pain And maybe start to wonder How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane I've been thinking about the meaning of resistance Of a hope beyond my own And suddenly the infinite and penitent begin to look like home I've been thinking about everyone, everyone you look so empty But when I look at the stars, when I look at the stars When I look at the stars, I see someone else When I look at the stars, the stars I feel like myself Everyone, everyone feels so lonely Everyone yeah everyone feels so empty When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars, When I look at the stars, I feel like myself When I look at the stars The stars I see someone

Lonely Nation She turns like the ocean She tells no emotion She's been coming down the fine She's just reminicing Blood, sweat, and one thing's missing She's been breaking up inside, inside Singing without tunes Screaming without lungs One more than my lonely nation And one more than my lonely nation Desperate we are yearn Separate we are one One more than my desperation And one more than my lonely nation We are the target market We set the corporate target We are slaves of what we want We're just not amused And we're just to sit back losing We are slaves of what we want Singing without tunes Screaming without lungs One more than my lonely nation And one more than my lonely nation Desperate we are yearn Separate we are one One more than my desperation And one more than my lonely nation Lonely, lonely Don't leave me home I'm tired Don't leave me home I'm tired of feeling low Feeling low I'm tired of feeling low Feeling low I'm tired of feeling low Feeling low I'm tired of feeling low Feeling low Feeling low Feeling low Singing without tunes Screaming without lungs One more than my desperation And one more than my lonely nation Desperate we are yearn Separate we are one One more than my lonely nation And one more than my lonely nation One more than my lonely nation And one more than my lonely nation

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Narcissistic Funeral (Live) Opened my veins yesterday and poured in the twilight with its dead promises. Nothing makes sense in an imaginary world that no one can touch. In the strange hours I dream of evenings under moonrise and of fashioned ideals before they could turn and go, had seeped their treachery into my widowed summers. Is this my lover, this face of death? I recoil to the unmoving view. The soft, voiceless emotions escape the exhausted frame to assail tomorrows empty heaven. The dawn, with its dull smell, fills my nostrils and the stench of a burning sun separates the hope from silent lips. There is something painful in the first spring bud of life, it tears at the insides and claws at the doors of tenderness that riseth in black forms from an obsolete graveyard. To cast my eyes on the horrors you have created or to turn and gaze at the clouds? It remains cold and dark and the painless times revel in a distant memory that only seem to trespass when the night is clear. The bitterness tastes sweet and it conjures up images of a narcissistic funeral that injure my dreams narcissistic dreams The wordless world bleeds to the point of despair and the failed attempts to move end in quiet massacres. The lurid calm is a stalking mountain that eludes the perceptive eye but eventually overwhelms to send us cowering

The Mountains are Mine (Live) I have tasted it many nights upon my tongue the foreboding that worse lay in the dregs as I await some Stroke of Doom From a corner of this weeping earth ,my thoughts unfold onto this world and leave me cowering for refuge from torment and pain In silence I weep for lost memories so deep that I have torn all ties with the physical So let me build a wooden bridge to the moon and I will rip the heavens apart with my thoughts and my anguish Linger in forgotten mountains all alone Cold beneath the moon Seek me and you'll find me Licking dirt from the ground Mountains are mine Fountains of fine wine Never will you find For they are buried in my mind In silence I weep My loneliness so deep For they are buried in time Realised in your mind Overwhelming anguish seeps through these veins turning my blood to ice,never to flow again Under innumerable stars in vivid brightness my mind was naked for all to pick Now free to roam across the jagged pieces (of heaven),wrapping myself round pieces (of heaven) Thoughts start to creep around my heart in vivid brightness,in vivid darkness The cold night draws in and the children are skulking With fear of reprisal,but the Mountains are Mine

The Words That Crawled (Live) Lie in endless wait behind some cold shadow for a stream of stars that have long since died. Their burnt cinders fall upon my heaped corpse and seep into my open pores. With the deadened silence of my exiled mind shattered a torturous word crawled to the darkest cavern of my being where a dim glow resonated from the eyes of my dead dream and tore a hole in my lachrymal sleep. 'Twas as if I had motioned the skies to part, and a piece of heaven to tumble past my hungry eyes when a single lonely drop fell to the inviting earth and buried unending furrows to carve me open. An absurd drop of pain within such a vast ocean of disease presented a dismal glimmer of searing bliss that passedin such a blinking moment that it might have slipped unnoticed but for the piercing cries in my heart The dismal moments have now passed to flounder between the sea and disease and lay waste to your bubbling pores. The soft murmurs poured forgiving and with envious assault laid waste my breath In fleeting moments of joy a knock betrayed the vigilant ear and drowned in vastness. You see through the dream, behind the vacant smile of the dead And cut the seams, that held together my breath Lifeless I lie, thoughts tear my mind and you fly Your sharpened breath, echoes these halls for life Slip the warm knife through my searing flesh Nefarious agony slips inside my smile As the swallow lands and bleeds, to suck the light and with it weave, dark veils of strangling gloom to cover this silent room. A fragment of shuddering light appeared and began to bite at the air, so thick with deceit, that all stood still, all was weak to echo through your soft, murmurous heart and pierce your every word. The dreaming veil strangles your shortening breath as oceans of pain wash through your open veins and pour to the inviting earth. To leave not a trace of those moments that filled the empty halls and cold would be to close the shutters on the day (and to dream behind a veil). The word that crawled around inside falls away

Part 1 The methods with which we synchronise our minds revolve around and expanding vitriolic molecule We sit and speak of a certain earthy melancholia that swirls like silver smoke and falls throug the incandescent air. As the evening creeps in and a glow swims through the dissolving patterns of our thoughts, a lonely sound could be heard on the threshold of momentary shadows "I am the voice of melancholy that gathers your stars and burns them at your portal the quiver that slides through your dreams to deposit leaden despair" The morning drops slowly by our sides we pause to breath the scent of decay. Revolving patterns slip their laconic focus through the cracks we ar lost.

Disintegrate A low primal growl Reverberates through my frame as nerves break through the skin Plunge The ether The limits of excess Nothing to savour anymore my body is drained We are left alone pulsating round an infection Everything has a point of no return Surrender unsleeping to the unfolding light It seems to carry us through until the end Disintegrate disconnected scenes gradually form one seething mass Oceans of extremes of joy and pain and crashing waves Nothing to more to savour We are left pulsating Surender to the light Disintegrate through the ether The nausea is digging in The tide leaves but the scum The filth of the earth It is time to soak up The aric wasteland Of the psyche through the fibres

...Yet Everything Fall Somewhere between the chaos and sulphurous light Into that strange arena where attraction and repulsion meet Where love and hate divides, only to meet at a point Aeons spent dragging the mortal trash through a slow existence, its worn me down I've emptied my veins into the earth for the last time as the weight of death creeps through the silence - nothing perpared me for this The space where my misery breahes has worn me down I've emptied my veins into the earth for the last time I've drank from the depths of the world And poured my cup on the heavens The dull playground Between the chaos and explosive stillness Where light and dark serve a purpose To which humanity must bend The trouble is I though we'd live forever The truth is we were dead before we were born If I wake again it will be in hell If I see you again it will be in hell Desire and suffering, the source of our delusions They are only the extreme points to which we bend Where the need for excess brings balance No more torture, no more pain It's pouring through my veins No more torture, no more pain

Nothing (The March Of Death) A figure of despair staring into the nothingness, lost among life suckers. So small standing by the ocean sensing the rain, worn out from grieving through a storm of rage.I have succumbed to sorrow, the hoary darkness and the all-consuming silence, for I had such hopes and dreams, dreams that fell like vapours throug the summer air. I had such thoughts, thoughts that would crush mountains and blunt the very daggers to my heart and yet the mere sliver of hope sent to the corner to be lost among life's pain.... immortal. My bones are weary; weary from this malignant mortality we hold on to with such grim despair that it becomes all-consuming. In the glowering sickly green depths of my misery I've drank deep textures and grotesque ecstacy it's elementary splendour reminded of the the labyrinthine intricacies of being, the squalor, the bewildering diversities and its lonely existence. A journey through a half dream, each step a death. To slip through the cracks unnoticed or pause and question the meanderings of time. The grey vastness we hold onto, The glum adhesive that binds us through. No! Hark! A football, the march of death A hollow call to arms from the grave A curator of dead souls brings us down Is it a shadow of life or just some vision? Apocalyptic dreams Hark! A curator of our dead souls Who is it that walks so solemnly through the graves? Is it a shadow or just some vision? Apocalyptic dream Tracing patterns to bring us down Who is it that walks? The March of Death

The Crashing Wave The dregs of the morning drift by greeting us with leaden winged despair So come down It clapsps with crooked hands and tears at the torso, ripping the flesh So come down It leaves but the scum, filth of the earth, stranded poisonous Soak up the arid wasteland through every fibre of my being Hold on to the high crashing wave, it may be our only chance of escape So come down, come down with me, it may be our only chance of escape Lurking in the shadows psychological self loathing violent desire Slaughter the first born the debris of joy it's all that's left But this is my only chance of escape the crashing wave So I'll hold on until I crumble under the weight A stagnant pit of twisted bones and contorted features wrapped in flesh Yet stranded to wallow between the walls of destruction A vacuum created by the desolation and loss of hope a sigh A sighm a fatal glance to the fading pain that crouches in the corner For the night is upon us, the triumphant return of joy Immortality, intensity the need to escape It seems to be coming through in waves the need to escape And beneath its swell the search for absolution continues it's downward spiral I wade through the fifth, terminal hope Its infectious this murder Its infectious, this murderous circus

Elemental Nausea It's cold (so f**king cold) A sordid trip to the wowels of creation The seductive wasteland, marrow of the world That gentle melancholy that so endeared in times past It seems to hang with an unnerving ease I've been here before but now it seems there is no way out There is now way out but down, the ante chambers to nothing The terror scratching at the surface of sanity Eyes are plucked The jackals are coming Hands are bleeding Raw from the scratching Freedom lies The depths of Lies Freedom lies Through the ether Elemental nausea Free to stagnate Grinding elation Oppressive opiates Residue of flesh Through the ether

The Apocalypse Machine Faceless, numberless days, grey isolation Time featureless crushing hope Intense corrpted Bliss moments Nothing, the Machine Everything grinds us down Escape until we seep, Nothing, the blackened soil Flying in elegant circles, drift through time and space Crumble under the wight of sheer intense bliss Where everything is nothing and nothing - everything It is a meaningless dearm from which we need to escape? Tear at the psyche To bring us down Where everything is nothing And nothing everthing Delve through the ether, drown in emptiness I need nothing, I want it all I need nothing I want the world to crawl Somewhere in its depths Lies what we have been looking for I need nothing I want it all I need nothing I want the world to crawl flying in elegant circles, drifting through time Crumble under the weight of sheer intense bliss Where everything is nothing and nothing - everything It's a meaningless dream From which we need to escape? Tear at the psyche to bring us down The machine rolls through town

No More Your tear has stopped before me It's like, just like a disease They need new soul They need new flesh To be alive again Escape, from reality Arise, go blind You change the day and the find the place Where to be again No tear in my eyes Don't want to be Feel my heart, feel it beating No fear in my eyes Don't want to be I am no more, I am no more

Blood Of Heroes [Originally performed by Megadeth] Walking stiff, let me tell ya Better left for dead And now we are on a mission Well, it's full speed ahead My legions, when we do the crime Let's get one thing straight To get there early is on time And showing up on time is late Ladies and gents, we're still alive By the skin of our teeth, now it's killing time Angel in our pocket, Devil by our side We ain't going nowhere 'cause heroes never die Still alive, blood of heroes Never die, they never die We've been run down every hill Chased up all the dead end streets But if you try to cut us out You'll get a kick in the teeth Ladies and gents, we're still alive By the skin of our teeth, now it's killing time Fasten up your head belts, time to ride the skies It's time to be immortal, 'cause heroes never die Still alive, blood of heroes Never die, they never die Blood of heroes

The Glass Womb [instrumental]

Pressure Pride kept me strong My faith was weak, I could not build upon Their hands strangled me. I asked if death perhaps could intervene Sweat burned my skin and just like me it made this wound unclean A ghost teasing me. I could not let him see my segrecy This time the weight is off my back I kept myself sincere The pressure had to leave This hour the boiling blood has calmed I kept myself serene The pressure had to leave The pressure had to leave

Fragile Flesh We feel the anger rise before the wake We march against the wars of hate The wratful demons come to brake your fate You're living in a lie, you won't be safe My heart is burned to six feet under My soul is black as the moonless night There's one thing that the heathens seek The fragile flesh of the unborn child Why won't you listen to me? Just listen to me Why can't you hear the screams? The screams so loud That all the salt of the tears that they all will cry Yet the warmth of the sun won't let the tears go dry Why won't you talk to me? Just talk to me Why can't you see the fear? The fear of life That all the salt of the tears that they all will cry Yet the warmth of the sun won't let the tears go dry We feel the anger rise before the wake We march against the wars of hate The wratful demons come to brake your fate You're living in a lie, you won't be safe My heart is burned to six feet under My soul is black as the moonless night There's one thing that the heathens seek The fragile flesh of the unborn child Why won't you listen to me? Just listen to me Why can't you hear the screams? The screams so loud That all the salt of the tears that they all will cry Yet the warmth of the sun won't let the tears go dry Why won't you talk to me? Just talk to me Why can't you see the fear? The fear of life That all the salt of the tears that they all will cry Yet the warmth of the sun won't let the tears go dry

The Unborn Smell the stench of the human flesh See the bodies so rotten The broken arms and the broken legs No chance to get away from them A lonely girl standing in the dust Her eyes are cold and blind The world is dead, there is no hope We must never be born The end of mankind has finally arrived The voices of death will sing to us all We have seen the signs in the sky Yet nothing new has ever been born We are the ones who will pay in the end for the crimes and mistakes we made We don't see it's already too late It is too late to regret Stop the game and lay down to the grave No glory for the weak Close the door and never open No hope for the weak Stop the game and lay down to the grave No glory for the weak Close the door and never open No hope for the weak You want to dominate and rule this world but there's nothing for you to rule to Can't you see, your power is too weak You are too weak, you are too weak to see That the game we all are attending is so close to it's end now finally There's only one turn left, but still we are the ones, we are the ones who will lose Smell the stench of the human flesh See the bodies so rotten The broken arms and the broken legs No chance to get away from them A lonely girl standing in the dust Her eyes are cold and blind The world is dead, there is no hope We must never be born The end of mankind has finally arrived The voices of death will sing to us all We have seen the signs in the sky Yet nothing new has ever been born We are the ones who will pay in the end for the crimes and mistakes we made We don't see it's already too late It is too late to regret

Spirit-Conception [instrumental]

Altered State Of Consciousness I see the face, the face keeps watching me I told to stop but he just keeps on laughing at me No time to think, no time to rest I think these pills are making my mind a mess To ease my pain from this dream I have to ask, are you another me? and what he says, he asks from me: Don't you know or are you too blind to see? This is my life, this is my life so why do all these doors keep on closing me And then it comes, another flash There's always me and maybe one, two, three To ease my pain from this dream I have to ask, are you another me? and what he says, he asks from me: Don't you know or are you too blind to see? I'm ready to go, but what about me If I close my eyes am I all alone? I wanted to cry, but I am too weak To leave the shadows and all behind I wonder could this be real Then the only thing I find is peace ....Is peace The time is ticking, oh the time is running out The picture on the wall, it's me, there is no doubt What does these voices say? What can they say? There's only one thing left to say I'm ready to go, but what about me If I close my eyes am I all alone? I wanted to cry, but I am too weak To leave the shadows and all behind I wonder could this be real Then the only thing I find is peace ....Is peace

Two Steps Away I can not bear this pain anymore My heart is pinned down to the floor I feel my body starts to fail The color of my skin turns to grey I start to sing my last goodbyes The tears fill the blood red sky For I'm the one who stands alone in the crossroad of the soul I am the one who stands alone Don't cry for me I'm almost gone My destiny has been undone When I feel the mind goes dumb then the darkness has its' fun What can I do to be more strong? Maybe then I will go home I'm always two steps away from the last redemption day I am always two steps away Now take me Now brake me Now take my hand and make me see Now take me Now brake me Now take my scars and let me leave Now take me Now brake me Now take my heart and let me weap Now take me Now brake me Now take my dreams but let me sleep I can not bear this pain anymore My heart is pinned down to the floor Don't cry for me I'm almost gone My destiny has been undone I start to sing my last goodbyes The tears fill the blood red sky I'm always two steps away from the last redemption day I am always two steps away Now take me Now brake me Now take my hand and make me see Now take me Now brake me Now take my scars and let me leave Now take me Now brake me Now take my heart and let me weap Now take me Now brake me Now take my dreams but let me sleep